While still in bed yesterday on the Bo Peep II, all of a sudden the engines started up. Our terrific host, Captain Wilson was ready to head back to the boathouse. It was just 7am; I was still dreaming of the fireworks from the night before! I got up and walked up to the helm; there he was and asked if I’d read my meditations yet! Then, he asked me to help untie the mooring lines from the dock. The words from the A, B and C from How It Works rang out in my brain. Then, in my mind, I heard my friend Paulie say, ‘Let’s Go!’
Sitting at Shannons later for breakfast, it was like ‘how did this weekend happen?’ Like staying clean and sober, it seemed impossible. Yet, the promises keep coming true, as long as I don’t let my fear, resentments or sexual fantasies get in the way! Wilson asked Gail and I to record a recap of the weekend, and did an interview on his iPhone. It still seemed unreal.
Waking up this morning, the question rang in my mind from the 70’s ad campaign for Memorex cassette tapes, “Is it live, or is it Memorex? warriors" You told me to trade my old life into a new one. “Just how do I do that?” I asked. You told me to get a sponsor, work the steps, and pass it on. Today there is no doubt today it’s a live, 100% real experience, not fantasy. Happiness is a byproduct, not from a chase of what I think I want. Plus, It keep’s developing as long as I do what’s asked to stay on the Broad Highway. Thank you.