Meeting my son Aaron for breakfast, and we got to catch up on the week. Looking at pictures from the past weekend, and going over his list of accomplishments, the takeaway for both of us was, “go with the flow and to trust the Inner Voice.” Yet, oftentimes for me, God seems to work too slow! I flashed back to my old way of life, driven by an intense desire to make it all happen, right now. It began with great promise; then crashed & burned, peeking out of Motel 6 windows throughout NM.
Reading today’s meditations reminded me of, “perhaps there’s a better way.” (the word appears 76 times in the Big Book!)
We both left refreshed to do our work for the day, grateful. Reassurance, love and acceptance are tools you taught me to use.
Thank you.
After finishing some work at home, my buddy Jim E. came over to talk and catch up. After sharing some experiences and many laughs, we had lunch, with more discussions on facing life's challenges. I got to drive his Ionic 5 electric car home. He said, “See, it’s more than just a golf cart” and we laughed again. WTF, it's faster than my Vette!!
I headed out to visit with Walter and June. Sitting around sharing about world issues and health challenges, June went into the bedroom to take a nap. Walter said the solution to stay grateful is Step Seven. Bruised from falling at home, with nurses coming to help, he had a smile on his face and was grateful for the iced tea and visit. We hugged, said goodbye, and I left with the feeling of love and hope. Thank you.
Meeting up with Richard for a light dinner, the same vibe surrounded us. A former junkie from Times Square, we caught up, laughed and poked fun at each other. With over 15 years clean and sober, acceptance, love & hope for a better future are now in his baggie!
I called Gail, who was having dinner with “the girls” and caught up on her day. The idea of managing everything was not the force driving me. What’s happened to me? I have some great ideas on how to be a star, and how to make millions. I should take charge! Instead, I called my buddy Fernando, and we laughed at the insanity! Thank you.
Let it go! Let it flow!