You told me early that my thinking, my being was “driven by a hundred forms of fear, self-delusion, self-seeking, and self-pity.” Taking inventories of these motives & emotions, sharing them and trying to carry the message to others has been a key to Riding the Waves of life on life’s terms. It works!!! At lunch with Mike M., we talked not only about the gift of transformation and his completion of a Finance Degree from Harvard, but about the curriculum offered in the recovery. It is coursework for progress; AA 101 that we take over & over! There’s no degree or fancy certificate; just a medallion. More important, there is a priceless new inner freedom, to be shared with others looking for the Light.
It suddenly hit me. I could never have had this experience without an intervention of the Light in my life and a fellowship surrounding me with the course of action laid out in our recovery literature. This morning, I sent messages to both of my sons and spoke with my friend Joe C. to share some doubts and fears. The load was lightened and once again, it all came together: Simply continue to follow the plan laid out in the curriculum to escape the darkness to live in the Sunshine of Your Love!!