What is the abundant life you’re talking about? I chased all the shiny, glamorous and exciting things life offered and ended up with a 24-hour chip, shaking, sweating, in debt. My life was shattered; “I’m shattered; my life’s in tatters” as the song says.
So, how exactly are 12 Steps and a bunch of loser alcoholics going to help?
Well, you told me to trust the process; do the inventory and to try and be of service to those I can help.
Yesterday morning, walking into No Sniveling, I was surrounded by 75 others looking for the morning buzz. We shared, laughed & hugged each other; hope was the medicine in the air, and it continued in the parking lot. No longer in tatters.
Meeting up with Aaron at AJs on the patio, we caught up, sharing our life’s journey. Such a gift; we talked about our plans for dinner with my brother Thursday, and hugged.
Walking into Crossroads, I met buddies for lunch before the meeting, and got to see Chef George. Leaving his job as Executive Chef in Las Vegas, he joined Crossroads 30 years ago, when it had just 1 location; now with 10 locations, serving 3,000 people and over 9000 meals per year, his life is one of abundance; my God, it’s the one you promised me 43 years ago! In the breakout circle after the speaker, sharing laughter, sadness, worry, confusion, despair & hope, we hugged and left.
I headed to the Adobe with Wilson for $2.00 ice cream, sitting at a table with beautiful golf course views. Seems abundant to me, and it’s only $2.00 each! On the phone speaking with others for encouragement & some advice, we left.
Walking into Wildflower, meeting up with friends for dinner, a side Caesar salad w/ grilled salmon was $12.00. The sunset was wonderful, and we laughed & shared some concerns before heading to the 7PM WNMSS for the birthday meeting. Connie had made a fresh lemon cake, and others had brought carrot & chocolate cakes. There were 4 men with a total of 130 years clean and sober to celebrate; then, our buddy Mike M. talked about living in a trailer, unable to see his daughter, broke and lost. His life was shattered, in tatters, like mine. Now with the abundance promised from the 12 Steps, he is living a good life, one of purpose and love. Simple, not easy with our demands for perfection, control & affirmation. All it takes is willingness!
Thank you for a new life, much more than just an alternative; letting go one day at a time, you've given me a life of purpose and abundance.