In the quiet of the morning, everything in my mind is rushing about. Preparing to leave for the Valley, getting the sheets & comforters washed, noise in the background, noise in my head. Plans for packing up, thoughts of the drive down, excitement for the weeks ahead with my son & friends in the Valley. Yet, underneath, there is a wellspring of love, gratitude and peace. It’s not me. There IS Something at work deep down inside I would have missed without you.
Last weekend, some men at the retreat shared stories of attempts with Ayahuasca therapy, Ketamine IV therapy, even Kambô therapy from the secretion of giant leap frogs in Africa to accomplish peace, inner wisdom, comfort and new strength. Interesting. Maybe??
Wait a minute. For me, the idea of a chemical treatment for a spiritual awakening & growth is what I was trying to accomplish before sobriety; magic mushrooms, Quaaludes, LSD, barbiturates, Cocaine, marijuana & alcohol all definitely gave me an initial sense of freedom & power, but left me isolated, frightened and suicidal in the cheap motel rooms in New Mexico.
Thanks for the 164 Pages of Recovery, given to me almost 43 years ago, to apply to a seemingly hopeless condition. It works, both before AND after my 1st 24-Hour chip! Like my buddy Jimmy T. says, “We can’t stop the waves, but we can learn how to surf!”
Thank you for a solution that opens the path of a mystic traveler: when He’s in your heart, we’re not alone!