Yesterday, after a full day working in the yard and half of the meeting at Hogans Heroes, I drove to meet Gail, my ex and 2 sons for dinner. You promised me that once I let go of my fears, resentments and old sex ideas miracles would happen! Yet, this type of gathering, in peace, understanding and love, was far beyond my realm of thought. Looking back, this has been a progressive Love affair and acceptance of God’s will.
The layers to unpack often have been overwhelming, blocked by my anxiety and need for immediate resolution.
After dropping Josh off at the airport for his flight back to Albania, it suddenly dawned on me: Once again, the 9th Step promises had come true, all of them, in just the last 24 hours!
Then the promise preceding Step 10, that, ‘they will always materialize if we work for them’ came into my consciousness. Recovery is indeed a 24 Hour program from the ‘ISM’………
No longer is it I, Self and Me; It’s a Solution To Me!
Priceless gifts of the Spirit, shared in between all of the drama, distractions and ego trips in meetings, have become true through an unsuspected inner resource.
Thank you for bringing Your sweet love home to me.