So now that I'm clean and sober, what exactly am I recovering from? It states in the Foreword that “we have recovered from a seemingly hopeless state of mind and body.”
It certainly was that for me; I was hopeless, and told people that, now that I’m I the program, I’m really fucked. I didn’t see how these stupid meetings, the stupid sayings on the wall, and a book with 12 Steps was going to help me get out of debt, keep my marriage together, and raise my kids. You told me that my disease was progressive; that recovery is progressive if I put as much faith & trust in the program as I did in alcohol & drugs. “How the hell do I do that” I remember screaming at someone. They answered, “Just keep coming back until you can hear the words and the music. Acceptance, hope, love and joy is in recovery, not in the bottle or vial.”
Thanks for the encouragement to help me listen to the music, and for sharing your journey through the darkness into Light. And for the fellowship to help me live, not die, one day at a time!