Yesterday morning, we met up with our friend Eduardo from Cozumel at St. Mary Church, Pinetop. The priest talked about God’s Love, strength & forgiveness. In the quiet, I drifted into deep reflection, thinking about getting my 24 hour chip. Little did I know it was The Gift of a new beginning. I thought it was the end; it was, the end of my old life.
Not to be offensive, but as a Jew, I like to say AA was my Jesus.
Like the taking of the sacraments, taking a 24 Chip, or any other token along the way, is a rebirth in the unseen Spirit of love and forgiveness.
In recovery, I’ve come to believe in the Eternal Light that Adonai, Mi Chamocha, God. One of the most sacred prayers is "the soul I have given you is pure" from Elohai Neshama (אֱלֹהַי נְשָׁמָה); a daily prayer reminding us of the soul's divine source, purity and its eventual return to God. However we understand God, thank You for a fellowship in Recovery; for Love, Grace and Forgiveness to carry forward In each day's adventure and challenges.
Today, God, help me to let go just a little bit more; shine on, you crazy diamond!