Reflecting on the messages today, Two thoughts came to mind. First, the concept of space and time had me replay Leon Russell’s song in my mind. Back in my twenties, listening to that, I was in the moment. Always a bit drunk or high, I had no worries about the future, no guilt or regrets about the past. I thought I was living like Alan Watts explains, “in the now!” The truth was that I was living in a fog of chemically induced illusions. When the fog cleared at 33 years old, suddenly, everything got real. Who am I, and what happened? Why me? I needed real help. Where to turn? I asked you was was it that I needed to recover from? You told me the answer was: everything! I'm still learning. Last night, as Walter recieved his 42-year medallion, the discussion around the table was real. No illusions or delusions of fantasy. We discover real solutions. The daily readings, the fellowship and tools of prayer & meditations have delivered a solution totally foreign to my way of thinking and living. If/when you discover you have no one you can depend on, give it a try. The gifts are far better and longer lasting than what arrives at the door via amazon!