All 3 readings today have a lot of reference to God in them. The topic at the last meeting on Maui was about Step 3. And again last night, the Men’s Zoom Mtg. was also on Step 3. The shares from all of the men had a similar theme: lack of power. How to find that power? I had to agree I turned my will and life over to alcohol and drugs for ease, comfort & power!. It became automatic! Why? The Doctors Opinion states that “The sensation is so elusive that, while they admit it is injurious, they cannot after a time differentiate the true from the false. To them, their alcoholic life seems the only normal one.”
It sure felt that way for me. Then, the Doctor goes on to explain that “unless this person can experience an entire psychic change there is very little hope of his recovery.” I didn’t realize it at the time, but a psychic change started the moment I walked into recovery.
Maybe that’s why they called it “Gift of Desperation” (GOD). A GOD shot!
Today, when I get a twinge of desperation or frustration or uneasiness with life, I close my eyes and remember back that 1st experience into the spiritual journey. Come along if you dare; it’s not an acid trip, it’s a God trip; far better than a life restless, irritable & discontent.