The events from this past weekend made me reflect back on my journey in sobriety. Before my first meeting on April 25th, 1983, I was dope sick; detoxing, underweight, shaking & sweating, just 8 months earlier, I had been functioning well. In despair, I went to and followed the suggestion of the counselor at Scottsdale City Services at the Vista Community Park Community Center. Leaving there that morning, I had a decision to make. Was I really alcoholic? Was I really going to go to a stupid AA Meeting?
The fear, shame & blow to my pride was painful, but I felt I had no other place to go. Again, looking back, SOMETHING was guiding me in the right direction. Letting go and going with the flow was a foreign concept!
But my pain and despair were keys that unlocked The Door to New Life, and I didn’t even know it.
Once again the weekend in Phoenix was filled with New Life. Gail and I met friends for breakfast on Sunday morning. Tres, his wife Stephanie, Wilson from Seattle & Richard, who received a new liver in 2013 after 40 years of addiction met up at The Adobe. Bertha, a friend for 40 years & the best hostess in Phoenix greeted us with hugs & smiles. After we got seated & served, our server Janet & the Manager Keith came up & asked if everything was OK?!! Tears came to my eyes; if they only knew the path from despair & darkness to Sunshine & Love.
Thank you for 12 Stepping me into a life beyond measure.