When I first heard the term “faith without works is dead” I thought it was just some old verse from the New Testament. Then I heard people say they were "powerless over people, places and things." What the hell does that mean? I called my sponsor, and he explained a couple of things that I still carry to this day. He said, “Steve, in Step 1, we admit we’re powerless over alcohol and, in our case, drugs as well. Now, we ask to have faith in the other Steps; when we come up against a powerless situation, the other 11 Steps will give us the power and intuition we need. Trust the process.” Then, once again, he hung up on me! I hated him for a long time.
Today, I love to use Step 2 as a doorway to the topic humility in Step 7. Not that I have any, but I'm willing. Instead of defiance, we’re asked to turn to reliance. On what? You told me if I Stick around, I’ll find out. Thank you.
Yesterday, meeting Dick B. at Cyclelogical Coffee, the place was jammed. We found a table and had coffee. Discussing our challenges, we focused on the common solution. Like you promised, most of the time, what used to be a hunch has now become part of our working mind. Yet, in some cases, we still say the wrong thing, have the wrong response, or offend those closest to us. We left grateful that, just for today, we’re on the path of progress, rather than the Highway to Hell we both found ourselves on.
At the Lunch Bunch Mtg., the topic was Spiritual Malady; as everyone shared, it was obvious that a spiritual awareness & connection is not an overnight matter. But it grows if I keep working all 12 Steps.
Later, having dinner at Mr. Zekes, one of our favorite waitresses greeted us and seated us at a corner table. Talking about the Spirit with Gail, we laughed about butterflies and the front row parking spot we seem to get that reminds us of my Mom. Thanks, God.
Spirit is all around; thanks for helping me bring It into my consciousness, rather than turn off on an unmarked road that turns out to be the Highway to Hell. It’s still a fun song to dance to, but I’m tired of crashing the car and ending up back at a Motel 6.