Yesterday while driving to meet Fernando to take pizza to Walt and June for lunch, it hit me: just let love be my first response to all of life. It works better that way. As we sat in their kitchen, eating and laughing about June's upbringing, it was so cool. As the pretty daughter of a very protective New Jersey Italian father!, June had many stories to tell. Walt sat and grinned as we learned more of June’s growing up. Life is a great mystery, and the journey is enhanced & given deeper meaning in the sharing of great memories.
Then, talking about some of the great times with my brother helped in letting go; there’s nothing else I could have done, or do now, other than remember his life as a blessing. And we talked about other relationships where letting go was/is the secret!
Later, having dinner with Richard added to the richness of the day; both of us, Times Square junkies, lost souls, seated at Capital Grille at the Biltmore and ordered off the Restaurant Week menu? WTF??? (And I got to take leftovers for tonight’s dinner w/ Aaron!)
We shared lots of crazy stories that ended with an affordable bill & gratitude, not with a bottle and some cute barflies at the bar.
(I couldn't help but notice!)
Walking into the Crossroads this am, the meeting felt like a roundup! First, in the restaurant for breakfast, I got to meet up with some guys from MAAM. Then in the meeting, Mateo, Gary, Bud, Casey, Eddie, Jennifer and her friend getting a 4-year chip - wow. I put $$$ in the basket, and left to start to clean out my brother’s apt. I never really knew how to deal with life; today I give thanks for showing me what is hip and how it works!