At the Lunch Bunch Mtg, many people talked about the distractions and irritations of life. Looking back, using drugs and alcohol worked; it got the noise, uncertainties and inner conflicts out of the way; like the Alka Seltzer slogan, “Fizz, fizz, oh what a relief it is!”
(An alcoholic must have come up with that!)
The first word in the 12 Steps is “WE;” that the substitute for a chemical solution is turning to another person, to turn to the unsuspected inner resource called God.
On the phone yesterday with my cousins in Cincinnati baking up pastry for an upcoming Bar Mitzvah, it reminded me how you showed me how to turn my thoughts and actions to be of service. “Show me what to do next” is really steps 1,2,3 combined as a mocktail!
Later, at home with Gail, we got on the internet to work on a trip in July together. Calls dropped, messages to be called back, webpage detours, sold out situations, we kept looking at each other and turned it over. “Show me what to do next” I said!
I can’t stay stuck being the King of Pain; thanks for a solution other than turning and heading for the bar at Charlie Clarks, or worse, the neon lights and illusions in Vegas!