More bombings, wars, fears of inflation, financial collapse, terrorist retribution. The world is truly a mess. Changing channels on the TV only made things worse. I turned it off and sat for a bit reflecting back on the last 50 years.
In 1969, as a Sophomore at Ohio State, we huddled around the TV in the library to watch the draft. I was going to move to Canada rather than go to Vietnam. Fear, control, and expectations are emotions that have driven my life to extremes.
Walking into the rooms of recovery, you told me to have faith in a Power greater than myself. I admitted my way didn’t work. Up until then, I began to see that I had spent all my energy using the attributes of my magnificent magnifying mind to manage, only to discover it was driven by the wrong stuff.
In the morning, I got to meet up with my younger son, and talk about life, the world, and the future. We both left in a grateful state of mind.
Later, sitting with Fernando and Walt at Whole Foods for coffee, we had to agree we can’t figure this out; that the best course was to pray for peace, within ourselves and the World. You’ve shown me that Peace & Love are stronger than fear and resentment. They not only keep me from asking the bartender for a double, but they also work on my Spirit and mind in a better place. Thank you.
Today, God, help me focus on Your Love, Power and inspiration, that I may move forward in Faith and gratitude.
It’s only there we find a brand new day!