So what are my plans for the day? The answer at the meeting yesterday was the On Awakening prayer and instruction on page 86! Then, the speaker clarified it by saying on these pages, there are instructions, directions, and promises! One of the guys with 30+ years said he had forgotten all about page 86, and that it kept him sober in the beginning but now was too caught up running his life. Another said that it’s better to read page 86 than to be 86’d out of the bar, restaurant, or like my friend Jack W. in Tucson, escorted out of his house 3 times by the police!
Last night at dinner with my cousins, we talked about the struggles and changes in our health that happen in life. They are numerous, painful and scary. Another example of powerlessness and unmanageability. Then this morning at the K’ue Mtg on the beach, they talked about the dash on the headstone: the dash is what happens in between. In recovery, the dash in the 1st Step is between our first admission of powerlessness and what we discover later to also be unmanageable. In life, the answer is gratitude, faith and action; in recovery, our answer is to do Steps 2 & 3.
And then of course the remaining steps.
And, FYI, there is no graduation. Only a promise of purposeful and God-centered living, rather than selfishness and despair.
Hit me with your best shot; today, we’ve been given a solution!