Struggling to get Gail’s yard all done, I started to get upset. I had double booked parties for Sunday, and had to cancel the one with my old college roomate. Why do I take so much on? I had been on the phone a long time with many guys; I got caught up in paperwork, on year-end accounting. And, I didn’t have time to pick up the 'Vette from yet another rehab; now, finally, the battery gauge works to see if it's charging ok. But am I???
In the shower, getting ready to meet my brother and son Aaron for early dinner, I heard my sponsor saying,
“just let it all go.” I envisioned washing it all away, letting gratitude, blessings, and the positive replace my stress.
I got to the restaurant early, sat down at a table, said some prayers, and spoke with others on the phone before they both arrived. It was so great seeing them walk in together; we hugged, talked, and had a great time!
After saying goodbye to Aaron, and dropping my brother off at his apt, I reflected back on the process of living life as it unfolds. My efforts and ability to manage is far better when the Spirit of awe, love acceptance and forgiveness is present. It is a magical mystery tour; step right up!!