Yesterday morning, I drove through the old neighborhood in Pinetop, reflecting on good times with Mom, Dad, and my kids in the 80’s and 90’s. I was traveling the Southwest US making a living, have family time, and stay focused on recovery. I pulled over and had a talk with God. Wow, 40+ years have flown by in a flash. Connection with the Spirit has shed light on my journey; without Divine Intervention, I would have missed it. How else can I explain living 15 years in addiction, then, for some reason, finding myself with you, and staying to learn new ways to live and to try to pass it on all these years?
As I contemplated the journey, my true home was always a place deep down inside me; you said my Light was obscured by pomp, calamity & worship of other things. How did you know?
At the Noon Mtg., the topic was about emotions; we shared how to tap into compassion, love and gratitude, rather than flip off someone in traffic - or in our home! There is always more work to do in both areas.
On the 6pm Zoom Step Mtg, a friend shared about his ego being bigger than Africa! From Chile, Thailand, Vancouver, Phoenix, Pinetop, even from a train in Florida, others shared about their struggle between ego, fault finding and gratitude. I’m hard-wired to point out faults, looking for shortcuts; taking the long way home has been full of wonder and most rewarding. I had no idea my life would include such a journey into the unknown.
Thank you for opening your hearts, sharing your experience strength & hope rather than giving me a lecture; thank you especially for showing me how to pass it on!