Reflecting on the readings today, blended with celebrating a friends 1 year anniversary in sobriety last night, I thought about the mystery of faith.In Judaism, the Eternal Light above the Ark where the Torahs are stored represents the internal spark placed in each of our souls at birth; in Catholicism, it represents the reminder that God is present.
Sadly, all connection with God was blotted out by my life fueled by drugs and alcohol for 15 years until I met you. Self-reliance, self importance, playing God, I was blind to The Power and the gift of the inner spark of heaven.
At the meeting, after giving Rob his 1 year sobriety medallion, I met a man who’s shirt had his nickname embroidered on it: Bear; OMG, he was my sons best friend in our neighborhood in 1979! Today, he has 10 years, and we talked about our journey's and the new life we’ve been given. Later, at dinner at Venezia’s NY Pizzera, 20 of us reconnected laughed, shared and celebrated life in the Spirit and the slice of Heaven that accompanied slices of great pizza! How did I get there to be with all of you? I had made a decision to drive down for Aaron’s birthday today, July 30th, and somehow it all came together.
The Eternal Light is shining bright; the mystery of faith Is still a mystery, but today, embraced and understood just enough to walk in goodness. Thank you for encouraging and helping me keep learning to trust God to ride the waves with a sober gang, not to walk away like the 1971 James Gang anthem; re-released by the Eagles i33 years later in 2004!