Doing today's readings, I remembered back hearing “my ego is not my amigo!” Everyone laughed, but driving home, I thought to myself how many times I tried to be in charge with the false belief I could manage better than everyone else. I really believed it!
Yesterday, filled with calls and meetings with friends and cousins, the feeling and proof that I’m just one cog in the wheel rang true. Trying to live and work in tandem with others, family and friends, is a wonderful journey, fully alive with new energy.
Then, I got a call from a buddy to go over a list of his false beliefs, and new affirmations to open new doors to freedom.
Later, on the Men’s NY Gratitude call, Paulie talked about the wonderful energy in the group, the freedom of letting go, the promise of new life around every corner of life. It's darkest before the dawn is an ongoing process.
This morning, on a call with my cousin and then with my son Josh, it was wonderful! Seeing the grandkids on whatsApp, running around their rental house in Brasov, Romania, they talked about their adventures. I looked at Gail and felt so blessed.
The line from the story, The Man Who Mastered Fear, “Nothing had changed and yet everything had changed" was so true!
Thanks for a ticket to a new beginning each day, and to never lose my faith in You.............