Waking up early this morning, I started to do my readings. Reflecting back on the weekend, it dawned on me that the easiest way, and the most fun way to live life is to go with the flow! Yet, sometimes, even working through the simplest tasks, it seems impossible. Looking back to where I’ve been carried, the joy and freedom is overwhelming.
At lunch with Gail, Richard & Lea at the Adobe, Bertha seated us at a table overlooking the golf course. Lea, 93 years old, looked out and said how beautiful the view was, and how grateful she was to be there. I said to her, “Lea, with all of the doctors appts, procedures & surgeries, you are a Miracle!” She responded, “Steve, I’ve told you, if God brings you to it, He can bring you thru it!” Lea has told me this for over 40 years; why do I still doubt and oftentimes still block God’s blessings and Love?
Richard told stories waking up in alley after alley before getting a new liver, finally getting clean 15 years ago. SOMETHING mysterious happened. Like Lea, he’s stayed clean and sober with prayers, gratitude, humility and service. The internal demands of wants and wishes cause static to the formula. And they keep coming. Thankfully, so far, willingness to go to any lengths has continued.
At Hogan’s Heroes, many people received medallions. A woman with 1 year, holding her infant son, said she had no idea she’d be pregnant and be a sober Mom. Lea, with 50 years, a Southern Baptist Sunday school teacher drinking Scotch from under her car seat, said she had no idea she was alcoholic. As a Jewish sales rep for designer clothing, maybe I’ve got a problem with drinking and using, but alcoholic? I’m different, and unique! Like Hall & Oates, I can’t go for that! But once convinced, a whole new life opened up. Thanks for continuing to fill me with Your Love!