How is it all going to work out? Many times, I have been gripped by fear, resentment and unbelief. Challenging personal relationships, the situation in the world, going through times of sickness, seeing others struggle with sobriety, I find myself not believing in God’s love and grace.
Reading today’s meditations, I remembered calling my sponsor, and he suggested I get the book Came to Believe. He said it explains our recovery is a Spiritual Journey, not a destination; with continued prayer, meditation and right action, we can attain a sense of calm, peace, and serenity.
Yesterday, planting new flowers and shrubs at the cabin, the sunlight hit my face, and I stopped to breathe it all in. Throughout the day, on the phone with others sharing our journey, with ups and downs and struggles, we reminded each other of the freedom we’ve found.
Our book says we have been reborn; as I continue to reach out to you, and reach deep down inside, there’s a wellspring of Love. It’s a never-ending process. The song turn, turn, turn from 1969 come to mind! What a gift, this life in the Spirit,
Far better than the life in the fast lane anthem from the Eagles, fueled by self-reliance and chasing fantasies.
Thank you for a new day in the Spirit.