Sitting with the family talking at breakfast at Marini’s in Sarande, we talked about the benefits of contemplation and meditation, the blessings to detach and letting the thoughts go by, while connecting with the mystery. The perfect solution to comparing ourselves to others, with a plate of ego, pride and fear. Thinking back, drugs and alcohol gave me the release I was looking for.
Carl Jung explained it to Bill Wilson as “Spiritus contra spiritum” literally translated to “spirit against spirit” - and referred to “a spiritual experience to counter addiction to the spirits.” I could not buy this or achieve it without the gifts of the 12 Steps, discussions with others on their connection with the One, and working with others to eliminate self-pity and replace it with gratitude.
Today, no matter where I am, who I’m with or what’s going on, you gave me a method to detach, even if just for a minute, to get recentered and move from fear & worry to gratitude and empowerment. I wanted a new drug; who knew it was gratitude, one that won’t make me sick, or make me crash my car and make me feel 3 feet thick!