Oh, I’m so weak, so confused, so lost. Where am I going, how’s it all going to work out? I called my sponsor, and he laughed! “What are you laughing about; this is serious” I screamed. He simply said, “Steve, take a step back and listen to all the chatter. It’s your mind, being driven by the unknown. Now, look at where you came from, and where you’ve been brought in recovery. You’re in the realm of the Spirit; we are being asked to turn everything over to the CARE of God.”
Huh, I really hadn’t done that. I really didn’t believe it. So once more, I turned it over.
Sitting at the Adobe yesterday morning with my brother, he said something that was so true. “Steve, we are on hallowed ground.” Yes, we were. We had gathered here for many years with our parents, kids and friends to celebrate life. I certainly didn’t plan it all on my own.
It was obvious I’ve been carried by grace and Spirit, not just on my own power.
Today, I’m convinced something does Care for me; there is an answer to “Is Anybody Out There?” I was on the road to ruin.
And then Something happened. Whatever it was, it worked! Help me step out in Your mystery, knowing You are there.