My sponsor has been telling me for years to spend extra time in meditation; contemplation of the One who presides over us all.
Last night at dinner with 2 good friends, the topic of self-importance came up. After a lengthy & honest discussion, I had to
admit that a deep sense of insecurity was behind causes & conditions that led me to drink and use; and maybe today to play
the big shot. After 41 years in recovery, more is being revealed.
Help me remain an example of God’s grace and love; not anything extraordinary. We all are created special.
My Dad told me years ago I had nothing left to prove; today, I'm just another lost soul on the recovery bus.
The 12 Steps are a priceless gift; help me treat it as the Gift it truly is;
to carry the message, and to let go of the weight.