Early in recovery, you directed me to the instructions of the 12 Steps to uncover my hurts, fear and pride. Ashamed and in self-pity, I didn’t think pride was an issue! You pointed out that my depressive side was ‘pride in reverse!’
Like my friend Flo says, ‘alcohol gets a bad rap in AA. It works perfectly on alcoholism until it doesn’t.’
The solution, you told me, was to go to any length to open and develop the vital sixth sense; it’s explained as an unsuspected inner resource in Appendix II. When I studied the life of the author William James, I discovered he too had suffered bouts of anxiety & depression, and that it was only by opening to a higher purpose he was able to fully utilize his intellect & creativity.
What a gift recovery is. Thanks to my Higher Power for bringing me to you to share your journey in recovery.
The 12 Steps really are a stairway to heaven.